Wednesday, June 16, 2010
What a painful, tearing experience. We – I don’t know why I said we – She (Ceecee) filled out an application on a loft apartment downtown. It’s a really cool place and we both liked it. When we left, she was all giddy with happiness. I was really upset and she asked me why. I couldn’t believe it.
I just told her the truth. I said I was really upset that she seemed happy to be leaving me. She said it wasn’t like that and that she picked a place that I would want to live in after we had some time apart. She said I would probably end up there before too long. Again, I don’t know if she’s just saying that, or if she really means it.
I’m still getting these marriage emails and it’s really weird. Sometimes it seems like they must really be coming from God, because they speak right to where I am at any given point. I am taking them to heart and trying to put it all into practice. Sometimes it seems to help and other times, it seems like nothing I do will ever make any difference.
The Restoration Tour 